I am not in a good mood now. REALLY!

I supposed to meet with 2 of my friends for brunch this afternoon at 12pm in city.
However, as usual, they couldn't wake up on time and the meeting is postponed to 2pm (which I am still not sure it will be exactly at 2pm or not).

Well, one of them, I have known her for several years already and I truly understand that she is not an on-time person. She is always late every time I have appointment with her and recently, I don't bother about it anymore. I am the one who always give way to her to arrange the schedule because I know that even I am the one who plan everything, it will be messed up in the end cos she is late.

So, I always ask her to decide what time we will meet (still, she will be late).
Today, I plan to meet her and another friend which I just go out with her lately and I still don't know her personality well enough. Today, it turns out that she is not an on-time person too.

The thing is yesterday I asked them to pick the time to meet as I know they will be late.
They said 12pm in city is OK and fine with them.
I tried to convince them again if they are able to wake up or not and they said yes 100% fine.
OKAY THEN!
I didn't even set my alarm today and I woke up at 10.20am yet didn't hear any news from them.
So, at 11am I text one of them, told her to tell me if she is otw to city already.
Guess what she replied me? "Cia, I just woke up, can we make it 2pm?"

FINE!

I called my other friend who I have known for a long time and no answer. GREAT!
I bbm her saying that it will be postponed to 2pm, still no reply until now.
I guess she hasn't awake yet until now.

Actually, I don't mind to make it at 2pm.
But, it's not only them who have life. Okay, it means I do mind.
I have life, I have my own plan, I have my other businesses.
If I plan my schedules already for a day and one of them is postponed because of stupid reason, I need to postpone and re-schedule all of them.
And just now, suddenly, another friend asked me whether I am going to help his house-mate to move house this evening or not. And I realized that his house-mate is actually asked me to help him few days ago.
I still have church and his schedule to move out is at 4.30 pm.

PERFECT!

My original schedule for today is:
12.00: meet them - brunch
13.30: church
14.30: go to Thai fest in Fed Square - cafe or just hang around city
16.30: go home and help my friend moving house

Now? RUINED!
For God's sake, can't they be on time just once?!

I AM SO ANNOYED!!

My Internet is so damn slow!!!
And it's only 16 of March. Still so long until the end of the month.
That means people in my house use a lot lot lot lot of bandwidths.
We got 100GB, so each person has 10 GB. And it never happen before, the Internet never become this slow on the date of which only 16.
So, I'm wondering what they do. If they only open facebook, msn, email, youtube... it won't be like this now.
Even I need 20 seconds to open the page for typing this post. Can you imagine that?
I hate it!

I know there are new people in my house,
and I see them in house so often.
Every time I'm in the house, they are always there. Not in the afternoon, evening, night, or morning!
Grrrrr.... Are they not going to school or what? How come they are in the house all the time?
I complain about it because if they are in the house so they will use the Internet.
Don't say I'm ridiculous! Because I always see them at least using the Internet everytime I'm home.
Some of them leave the door open often, so I can see the laptop so clearly. Streaming, playing, downloading, bla bla bla.... Huh!

Last month when I got back here, it was already in the end of the month. And yes of course, the Internet is so slow. I almost can't stand it because it takes too long to open some pages. Even Indo's Internet is better.
If this happens when the assignments come, I will for sure tell the landlord! Am I too mean? Huh!

It's December 1st...
a good day to start
a good month to start
but today is a hard day for me.

And now...
I'm in the 'love' mood... and in the 'sad' mood.
So here are some quotes about heart, love and I think most of them are sad. hahaha...
But, I promise this feeling will only stay for today..
no more..
I promise I will really really move on this time!

• I truly believe that some­times both men and women simply run out of love, even when there was a lot of it in the beginning. 
• One of the SUCKIEST and most FRUSTRATING facts of life is that sometimes rela­tionships just end, often without reason.
• We're afraid of the unknown pain - fear of never finding love again, fear of being alone, fear of thing being different.
• Anyone who assesses you or your relationship as "disposable" is NOT worthy of your time or tears.
• Some things happen for a reason and deep down inside you probably know what that reason is. But sometimes you ignored it.
• Don't envy the one you admire most, instead, try to make yourself one that can be envied.
  
•  Don't cry when the sun is gone because the tears wont let you see the stars.
• There’s only a single truth behind every heartache: Love hurts when God knows we deserve someone else.
• No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cant fully love you in return...these feelings mean nothing.
• Cut them off. Let them miss you!
• Deciding to get back together with someone is a complicated and difficult decision.
  
• Just remember that the person u are getting back together with is the same person who told you that they're no longer in need of ur company.   
• If the person you love not doing anything to get you, they may love you and may miss you, but ultimately they're just not that into you.
• A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves.
• Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed.
  
• Real love, I’ve learned, is a very, very strong form of forgiveness. 
• If you think I’ve given up on you, you’re crazy. And if you think I don’t love you, then you’re just wrong. (I wish I can do this... hahahaha.. ). OK2! Remember my promise!
• Your love is special when you follow only your heart- not reason, not "rules", not what other people say. 
• Once you have something you want.. that's when you have something to lose. 
• Love is a two-sided issue: Just as it can give one the greatest ecstasy, it can cause one the greatest pain.
• I know you think we can't be together, but can't you respect me enough to let me make my own decision? (hahahahaha.. I really like this one)  
• The only person that deserves to have you, is the one that thinks that they dont.
• I've come to realize guys are like drugs, either they'll kill you or give you the most amazing high of your life.
• It isnt how u forget but how u forgive,not how u listen but how u understand,not what u see but how u feel,not how u let go but how u hold on.
• What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from.    
• Things don't happen for no reason, they happen to teach you something. 
• Say goodbye but never say hello again. Forget but never regret.Pick the pieces up but never fix them. Feel the pain but never keep it. Move on! 
• Calling the one who dumped you doesn't make it better.. it only pulls you back into the cycle of heartbreak. MOVE ON. 
• Believe that someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted...

A lot yeah?? Just for today.....
So at last I want to say....
Your day may be hectic, your schedule may be tight, but take time to sleep & have a sweet dream! Goodnight everyone!

NB: Quotes are taken from http://twitter.com/TheLoveStories