Showing posts with label feeling. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feeling. Show all posts
I am so sad sad sad and mad mad mad.
I don't know which one to blame, Indo or Aussie.

Okay, let me explain the problem here.
My boyfriend planned to come to Melbourne next week for holiday for about 7 - 10 days.
Well, Thanks to Australia Immigration in Jakarta that successfully ruined our sweet, short and romantic holiday plan.
They refused my bf's visa application. Yes, it is a Visitor Visa only.
Why? Because they said:
  • his passport does not have a lot of stamps in it (what the? it's a new passport. Geez!).
  • his family card is not strong enough to show his relationship with the family in Indonesia which made them think that he will not go back to Indonesia and will stay in Australia illegally.
  • his bank account's transaction or history is not stable even the total amount he has is enough for travelling and staying in Australia.
  • what else did they say? I even forgot cos it doesn't make sense. In conclusion, they are afraid that my bf is not travelling genuinely and are scared that he will stay in Australia forever. Dohhhh!!!!
Did he provide all documents required? Yes.
Did I sponsor him? Yes, I did!
Does not make any difference apparently.

In my experience applying a Tourist Visa, you can actually explain or even give argument when something is not right. At least you can actually speak to the officer and go through the documents together and if they need additional documents to support the application then they will tell us and we will provide it happily. Apparently, this does not happen in Indonesia or for Australia Visa. Sighhhh! 

So once the decision has been made, it is a dead sentence, checkmate and we need to accept with open hands and minds. You can't even request for re-appeal?

Don't ask if we tried to contact the department or not. Many times! And only 1 person replied to our email, maybe there is only 1 person working as a support there. And as expected, the answer is not helpful at all, it's just like an automatic answer based on the template they agree on.

What happen now? No more holiday plan as he can just come here next week, not the week after, not next month or not even the next 2-3 months. Why? Because he needs to work and do his project in Indonesia. See, how sincere he is to go back to Indonesia? I wonder if this kind of issue happens to a lot of people or not.
Missing him
Lucky, he is coming next week
Can't wait to see you my dear :)

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It's not even 2 months yet since I left Jakarta, but.... T-T

I miss my boyfriend.
And the fact that I do nothing at office atm and have no work to do makes me missing him more :(
Can't wait for March to come :)

*taken from instagram

*taken from Pinterest
Love will eliminate the imbalances and different degrees of feelings seen during like.
It's unconditional or bust.
You can't kind of love a person and they can't sort of love you.
You just love each other wholeheartedly, which so much easier.
Everything can be removed from the bag of blemishes, all the gas can be passed and nothing changes.
Now that's a true of beauty.
It may not smell too good, but it's certainly a beautiful thing to see.

*taken from Thought Catalog
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A friend told me, 'If you really move on from the past, from the bad things happened or from the person you used to love, God will know and you will find and will get something or someone better. For sure...'

and I am here... trapped in the past.
So, what should I do so I can move on?

Maybe my friend is right. What she said is all makes sense.
Until now, I always think that if I get something or someone to fill or replace the past first then I will be able to forget and move on.
But, it won't be fair... for them or for myself because I just use them as a rebound.

Usually people cannot move on because the feeling is still there... in the heart.
But my case, I have erased most of them from my heart.
It's my head... the problem. My mind!
Maybe it's too many memories but maybe I am wrong.
Maybe I still have the feeling in my heart? Maybe somehow I still put a hope on it? Maybe I am still not willing to let it go?
CRAP!
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pic source: http://axioo.com/blog/2011/08/13/love-broken-hearts
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Forgiving and forgiveness is a process n isn't easy. As like other processes, it takes time. Forgiving doesn't mean forgetting, it's remembering but letting it go.