Another thank you and big hug for my dearest friends for the very-super-duper-freaking-high-heels-Tony Bianco shoes and the purple O'Clock watch.

Before you judge me, I know I am so outdated because I just post polaroid topic now.
Anyway, just got this Fujifilm Instax Mini from my friends as a birthday present.
Happy happy... I did not think that they will give me this polaroid camera tho.
Never think about it and I never be that interested in buying this because I know the price is not cheap.
But as a gift? Of course I am excited.
As a result? Now I am tempted to buy more more films for it which is frigging expensive and also the cute cute bag for it.

They also gave me 400 excuses to skip work. lol! I think this will be really interesting... and useful. *wink wink

I am reading this novel called Antologi Rasa while I am waiting for church time at 6pm.
And, I keep thinking that I need to go to work at 7.30am tomorrow to make up time, which makes me sustain enough.
Suddenly I got a text message from my colleague saying that she will be away sick tomorrow.
What does that mean?
That means I need to go to work at 6am tomorrow to cover her shift.

What is the worst than you need to arrive at work at 6am on Monday morning?
As a normal human being, as a normal employee,
I feel like screaming and swearing, complaining this job of mine and hope that my last job interview went well so I can get a new better job.

But this novel, Antologi Rasa tells me that I still need to be grateful for everything that I have until now,
while a lot of people out there are suffering more.
A lot of shitty things happen to all characters in this novel, from complicated love feeling, work overtime for months and months, screw your own best friend and friendship, etc.
The main character, Keara likes photography a lot and uses this to run away from job, stress or anything depressing, uses photography as a magic to calm her down and to keep her sane.

I really like the part that Keara can always consider the work is to fill the time between weekends.
Hmmm... maybe I should to that too so I can enjoy and treat the life as free as her.

So? Now? I just need to calm myself down as well, being thankful for what I have now and just read this novel to distract my mind... ahhh, and go to church later.
I always find that I can always feel peaceful when I am in church.
And looking at what I am doing in this lazy Sunday...
Staying in 22nd floor of this good-categorized apartment, with a today's not-too-hot-not-too-cold perfect weather, having a cup of green tea, reading this entertaining, calming yet inspiring novel and realized that I've got what I want and what I've planned until now...

I am grateful...
I want more, I want better life...
But it's enough.... for me... for now.

Mengapa penyesalan selalu datang terlambat?
Mengapa pengalaman tidak membuatku lebih pintar?
Mengapa aku selalu membuat kesalahan kecil nan bodoh?

Tetapi, aku tetap percaya....

I will learn more, improve myself and do the best!

I skydived!!! Finally!! At last!

After it got cancelled so many times because of the bad weather, my friends and I finally did it!
How was it?
It was AWESOME, fun, super exciting, challenging and a lot lot lot more.
It was worth with the price and the experience... you should at least try it once in a lifetime.
We all got a great feeling of it, precious experience.
If the price is not that expensive, I would like to go more and more. hehehehe...

I am too lazy to explain the whole activity, but the point is we arrived there 8am in the morning, did paper work, briefing, preparation, went up to the sky with a small plane, jumped for the free fall (30 seconds), flying in the sky, got the parachute opened for few minutes and then landed.

It was spectacular! Roller coaster is nothing compared to this.
If you like challenging and adrenalin things, you should try this.

Ciao!