2011 almost ends.
Thank you for everything in one year.
For all of the experiences, happiness and sadness.
I pray for everyone to be a better person in 2012.
I wish everyone luck and healthy in this new year.

I hope that 2012 can be a better year for my family, my friends and myself.
I hope that 2012 brings me new life, new resolution, new experience, new relationship and new me.
Better friendship, better career, better income and better in perfection.

So everyone, let us put up our new year's resolutions, our effort and ourselves to welcome 2012.
Last but not least, allow me to say to you all....

Well well well...
I am so excited!

Booked the hotel in Thai.
Booked the ticket from Melbourne to Bangkok and Bangkok to Phuket.
Confirmed with other members.
Informed my parents.
Informed my friends in Thai.




I wish everything goes well and I hope this trip will be fun and safe. hehehehe...

What a good plan to end 2011! ^.^

"Jika keduanya saling suka, makan keduanya akan saling usaha.
Kalau cuma kamu yang usaha, berarti dia gak suka.
Simple."

- Mario Teguh

Thinking to buy a camera, not a SLR one, digital is enough for me.
Thinking I will need it soon or later. Lol!
Thinking that my camera sucks so it can be a good investment as well.
And.. thinking that tomorrow is boxing day, should I buy it?

Considering this one below, Canon SX40HS.
JB HI-FI price is 596.
What the?! CRYING!
Hmm... maybe I will still check it out tomorrow. Damn!
Please 50% discount on boxing day.....

My US trip is cancelled T-T
We plan to go to Thai and Macau instead on Feb.
Finger cross this trip will happen.
I am craving for holiday already.

About my annual leave?
Can't be stuffed, I will take it again, paid or unpaid.
I made up my mind already, 100%.

Hi hi hi...
I have office team xmas party tonight in my apartment.
It's a potluck party so everyone needs to cook and bring their own country dish.
I am given a task to prepare the dessert and am planning to make martabak manis a.k.a terang bulan as it's Indonesian signature dish.
But, who knows there will be something ruining it... I make another dessert.

New York Baked Cheesecake! Tadaaaa!!!
I actually randomly picked this as I don't know what to make.
Egg tart is boring so I want to try something new.
My choices are between cheesecake or macaroon.
I compared both recipes, ingredients and how to make it... forget about macaroon.
It's so troublesome, in fact that if this does not turn well, I will be screwed.
So, I decided to make cheesecake and will try to make macaroon later on.

Here is the recipe:

Crust:
250gr biscuit
125gr butter

Filling:
750 gr cream cheese - softened
225gr cup caster sugar
3 eggs
169gr cup sour cream
1/4 cup lemon juice
lemon grind

Process:
Pre-heat the oven at 180 degrees Celcius.
1. Melt butter, ground biscuit. Mix both well, put it in the fridge for 30 minutes.
2. Mix cream cheese, lemon grind and sugar until it is mixed well.
3. Add egg one at a time and mix it well each time.
4. Add sour cream and lemon juice, mix it well.
5. Take the crust from the fridge, pour the filling on the top of the crust.
6. Bake in the oven at 180 degrees Celcius for 1 hour and 15 minutes. Leave it in the oven (door closed) for another 20-30 minutes.
7. Once it is cooled down and set, take from the oven, leave it for 15 minutes to cool down and put it in the fridge for 3 hours or overnight.

The results?




Not that hard, isn't it?
Enjoy and try it at home.

Woot woot...
I am falling in love with this shoe last week when I visited Tony Bianco store in Melbourne Central.
They only have 3 colours ready in the shop which is black, purple and pattern.
Lucky I asked them if they have more colours and they showed me with the Pre-Order thingy from the website.

And... guess what?
They have more coming soon. I can do the pre-order and will get it by max 22 January.
So I did! Happy much... lol!

Dear Shopaholics,

Another website for shopping online.
http://www.revolveclothing.com/Homepage.jsp
I found this web from Google accidentally.
Browse through some items especially jewelry and it's actually pretty good.
The price is competitive and even cheaper than any other online shops and again.. free shipping.
Yippie!

Bought some jewelry already from here. Currently waiting, hope the real items will be as good as it looks in the web.

Ciao and Happy Shopping!

A friend told me, 'If you really move on from the past, from the bad things happened or from the person you used to love, God will know and you will find and will get something or someone better. For sure...'

and I am here... trapped in the past.
So, what should I do so I can move on?

Maybe my friend is right. What she said is all makes sense.
Until now, I always think that if I get something or someone to fill or replace the past first then I will be able to forget and move on.
But, it won't be fair... for them or for myself because I just use them as a rebound.

Usually people cannot move on because the feeling is still there... in the heart.
But my case, I have erased most of them from my heart.
It's my head... the problem. My mind!
Maybe it's too many memories but maybe I am wrong.
Maybe I still have the feeling in my heart? Maybe somehow I still put a hope on it? Maybe I am still not willing to let it go?
CRAP!