I realized that I am not a morning person..

But lately, since this semester... I want to wake up early and I did.

I slept earlier than before, like 11pm or 12pm.

I used to sleep at 2 or 3am, so this is a huge progress. hehehe...

After doing it so many times, I feel that wake up early is not that bad. I feel the day is longer and I can do many things before in the morning. Sometimes, when I wake up late now, I will feel regret because I waste my day by doing nothing. But occasionally, I feel strange by waking up so early. For several weeks, it's OK because I have a lot to do including IELTS so I was insisted to wake up early.

For example, this morning, I felt 'blank'...

I woke up at 9am or sometimes 8am (I know this is not early for some people), and I was wondering what I should do. I know I have many things that I can do, such as doing my assignment or I can go exercise. In fact, I won't do that. Do you know what I did then? I checked my exam timetable, bbm-ing with friends, facebook and twitter-ing, drank coffee, took my laundry, downloaded my tutorial exercise and I was thinking to do my tutorial now. But, after I looked at the questions, I canceled my wish. hohoho... I guess I like to wake up early, do many useless things and enjoy the morning joy. Strange, huh? --"

Apart from that, I love waking up early! Somehow, I feel fresh, healthy and hungry ;p

But, I said to myself that at least I made such improvement by waking up early. I hope it's a good start for my life because anyway I have to wake up earlier than 8 or 9am someday. hehehehe...

(updated)

I am suddenly in the mood to post this.

Maybe it's because I watched so many movies recently.

After Grey's Anatomy and Gossip Girl, now I am addicted to Korean drama (Personal Preference and Cinderella's Sister). Bad of me....

I guess I'm addicted of watching movies because of the actor as well. 

Not all movies, but some of them especially series that I really want to watch until finish.

So, let's see !

 Patrick Dempsey - McDreamy - Grey's Anatomy

This post's title won't be strange for they who live or want to live in Australia.

Yeah, it's Australia English Standard for applying any visa or immigration purpose.

Some of them consider it easy to pass it, but some even have to repeat it for 5 times and not even pass it.

I know you will think 'Is it that hard? Really?' after you read my sentence above.

I also think that when I found that many people have to go back to my country because they don't pass IELTS so they don't be able to apply for Permanent Resident.

We need band 7 to apply for PR, band 6 for TR.

I took the test twice until now. First is when I went here for the first time three years ago and I pass it directly to be able to go to Diploma part 1 as we only need band 5.5 for part 1.

The second one is last week and I am still waiting for the result. My heart is racing now and I keep thinking whether I can pass it or not. Some of my friends got their results last Friday and they all don't pass. The most annoying part of IELTS is even if you get 8 for one of the categories (either reading, writing, listening or speaking), but you also get 6 or even 6.5 in one of the categories, you will be failed. Sometimes, it upsets many people.

Now, I can only hope and pray until my result is out which is this Friday. Urghhhh....!!

I'm coming round and now my vision is so clear

If I could change my state of mind, then I would disappear

The love I get from you is something I can't chance

And I could let you slip away, without a second glance

Why can't I realize I'm fighting for my life?

Woaaaah, Woaaaah!

Why can't I realize I'm fighting for my life?

Woaaaah, Woaaaah!

This is like a flashback

This is like a dream

This is like all the things you can fit inside a memory x2

This is like a flashback

Flashback

This is like a flashback

Flashback

Why can't I realize I'm fighting for my life?

Woaaaah, Woaaaah!

Why can't I realize I'm fighting for my life?

Woaaaah, Woaaaah!

This is like a flashback

This is like a dream

This is like all the things you can fit inside a memory x2

Hope you all are having a great long weekend as well :)

I guess I can't stop blogging even I have so many assignments.

I got my Blackberry yesterday.

It's Onyx anyway.

My father got it for free from Indonesia and I take it. LOL!

I asked my friend to bring it from Indo as he got back on easter break.

But, it's just one day and I get so many problems already with my Blackberry.

I think the battery is broken because the phone can be suddenly shut down and you can't do anything to turn it on again except by removing the battery and plug it in again. Strange, huh?!

And after it turns on, the battery will drop. Even when it is full before, it can become low battery and you can't use the phone at all. Or sometimes, it can't be turned on again because the battery is empty. Grrrrrr....

Firstly, I guess it's my fault because I use it first because I charge it for 8 hours.

But then, after I remember the whole thing...

When I use it for the first time, it started to be like that already. And my friend said you have to use it first until the battery is empty and then charge it for 8 hours. So I assume that this is not my fault, because since for the first time, it's already broken.

I know I can return it back because it's still warranty. But, do I need to send it to Indo? I think it will be so expensive. hahahaha... So, I decided to buy a battery here. Hope it will come soon. I really get annoyed when I'm doing something with my phone and then suddenly it shuts down. The worst one is the startup is so lonnnnngggggg!!! The good part of Blackberry is just it has Blackberry Messenger so you can communicate and chat with your contacts everywhere and every time you want. Huh! Luckily, when my father called me, I told about this problem and called the shop and they said I just need to send the battery back and they will replace it. But my father also thinks that it will be so expensive, so he just bought me a new battery from Indo and send it to here. Then, when he will take my battery in October when he comes to Melbourne to attend my graduation and give it to the shop to be replaced. The shop owner is so kind. hehehe... 

Oh God! I didn't realize it before. I even went to Et Cetera yesterday to watch Glenn Fredly. hohoho..

And I'm going to city tomorrow to meet my friends, he brings my BB from Indo. Yeayyyy!!!

I'll go to another friend's house as well to make cake. Yummy!!

I'll do assignment while she's making a cake. hahahaha....

And now, I have to work so hard first... for sure. hahahaha...

Hmmm... I guess there will be no post in the next 2 weeks. Only maybe... :p

I was doing many useless things today.

The plan was:

But, the fact was not like that. Okay, group meeting was done. Doing assignment? Not at all. hahahaha...

I know I should be doing it now instead of blogging. But... forgive me, blogging is more interesting than doing assignment. Actually, everything is more interesting than doing assignment. And I did most of them! Blogging, eating, facebook-ing, twitter-ing, youtube-ing, calling, shopping. hohohoho...

The worst is instead of doing assignment now, I really want to go to city to hang around with my friends.

You know what is my biggest wish now??!!

I wish that I can have a desire to write report for my assignment like I have a desire to blog like now. --"

It's really true that my brain and body are working really well when the time is there. When the time shows it's last minute already, there you go...

I'm wondering how can one of my friends always get the extension for his assignments.

ALWAYS! NOT RARELY! Strange, isn't it? Because based on my knowledge, it is so hard to get the extension from Monash. Does different campus location have different policy? Unfair!

Anyway, being lazy to do the assignments is one of the reasons that I don't want to take master in the first place before. I'm bored of school. I really want to work. Sometimes, I imagine what I will look like in work environment. I always look at people in city, especially the one who's working in the office (read : good companies with a huge office ;p). They all are using blazer, pants, skirt and stiletto.

Hmmm.... intelligente elegantooooo! :p

Wish that I can be like them one day. And... in order to achieve that, I have to graduate with good mark. In order to graduate with good mark, I have to do my assignment now. Urgghhh!! Maybe Master is not a good idea for me. Inside my heart, I want to do Master but if I remember that there are more assignments and exams in Master, I want to work directly. Life is so hard...

OK, ciao!

Okay...

Somehow,

sometimes,

I'm thankful for not being with anyone at the moment.

Because it makes me enjoying my days more and more... more fun... and freer.

I realized it when I went through last week.

Of course, it is more fun...

when you can have many activities in a week,

when you don't need to worry to go home early,

when you don't feel guilty if you just get home midnight or even when you couldn't get home because your friends persuade you to sleep over,

when you don't feel stressed because you don't need to have a fight with him,

when you can go with anyone you want without jealousy and responsibility wait for you,

when you can socialize and find many new friends,

when you can see outside,

when you can enjoy the view of many handsome men in front of you, because it is so wasted if you miss it. (I'm just kidding for this one)... ;p

Wait! Doesn't mean you have to break up with your partner after you read this post, ok?!

It's only in my case not yours. Still, when you have someone to share, to be loved and to be with... everything will be better than all of those I mention above :)

Happy Easter, guys...! ^_^

May God Bless Us always...

If ten million fireflies

Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air

And leave teardrops everywhere

You'd think me rude

But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet Earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs

From ten thousand lightning bugs

As they tried to teach me how to dance

A fox trot above my head

A sock hop beneath my bed

A disco ball that's just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet Earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

'Cause everything is never as it seems

When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack

(Please take me away from here)

'Cause I feel like such an insomniac

(Please take me away from here)

Why do I tire of counting sheep

(Please take me away from here)

When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies

I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes

I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are

If my dreams get real bizarre

'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet Earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

'Cause everything is never as it seems

When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet Earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

'Cause everything is never as it seems

When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe

That planet Earth turns slowly

It's hard to say that I'd rather stay

Awake when I'm asleep

Because my dreams are bursting at the seems

Finally, I'm home...

This week is a busy week.

A week that made me couldn't sleep properly.

A week that made me slept outside my room for 2 nights.

A tiring week.

I spent the night at my best-friends' house last Wednesday because we planned to go to airport in Thursday morning. Two of my friends went back to Indo that day for easter break. Feel weird though, went back in Easter because it's only 1 week holiday. But many people did that this year. I'm wondering what their reasons are.

My friends personally went back because... one get her sister's sweet seventeen birthday and other celebrates the birth of his niece. Fiuhhh... We spent the night means we wouldn't get enough sleep. We talked, played, ate, sang, etc. And we got shock news too that night.

Dimas, one of the house's owner said he won't go back to Melbourne anymore after this holiday. Even I saw him crying before he said that to us. We were really shock and sad. He said he clashed with his father about the school problem and his father asked him to go back to Indo for good 'now'. We tried to ask, give advice, convince him to talk to his father. The situation was really bad and uncomfortable, but my other friend, Erick, said to his girlfriend 'I think he lied' and his girlfriend asked Dimas directly 'Are u lying?', but he only said 'Ask Ivan if you don't believe'. And it's because I saw him crying before so I assumed he won't be lying.

Then.... he shared shared and shared... until he said 'Actually, I still want to share more but I'm afraid that what Erick said is true..' --"

My friends hit him many times and yelled at him so loud... and you know what I did? I was loading about what actually happen that time. Stupid me! I still did not realize that it was April Fool. Grrrrrrr!!! But, that is kind of fun. We ended up sleep for 1 hour and went to airport at 7.15am. hahahaha....

The next day which is yesterday, I already had an appointment with my other friends to have dim sum in Dockland. So... I ended up in city again until night. Mostly doing nothing in city. Dim sum in the morning, enjoyed Dockland a bit, church in the afternoon, rested for a while, cafe-ing with more friends, rested for a while, dinner with another friends until midnight. The worst part was my friend successfully persuaded me to sleep over in her house in city. hahaha... Crazy, right?! But fun enough because I got new friends too. hehehehe... But, wait... there are more... I had appointment with my friends in suburb to play badminton this afternoon at 1pm. Means I have to go back in the morning from city to Clayton and there is no train service between Oakleigh to Springvalle. METRO!! Huh....

Enough for this week! It's only the beginning of the easter break holiday.Time to do assignments next week, but really lazy to do it. Really want to go shopping, swim, play badminton again, watch movie, etc. Of course lah! Those are more more more interesting to do in holiday rather than doing assignments :(

But, can't do that though. Assignments are really urgent. Still have to go to et cetera as well on Friday. Ooohh... it's OK. I will enjoy it, just... good luck for me! :)