First of all...
I want to say happy chinese new year to people who celebrate it. Gong xi gong xi... ^^
and happy valentine too to all couples and singles who are going to celebrate it tomorrow. hohoho... :)
and... last but not least, happy weekend as well... ;p

It's so crowded in my city.
I just come back from celebrating chinese new year's eve with my big family.
Not really big actually... now...
coz some of my families and cousins are not here.
Having their own family already.. :(

Now, so many people outside. Seems like everyone in my city is going out.
Moreover, there is a Javanese culture celebration in my city now called Sekaten.
It's like kind of culture related to 'kraton' (kraton is like kingdom in English).
So... you can guess!! The roads are crowded, many vehicles, many celebrations, many parties, many people. hahahha...

WOW!! Hope that this year will be special because of these events are celebrated together in the same time. Hope that people with different culture and background can appreciate & respect each other more and more ^_^
I bumped a door!
uuuhhhh.... Don't have to explain the reason lah, but for sure not my fault.
Kind of faint.. but so strange.. and don't as well how can that happened.

As a result?
Benjol deh! huhuhu... When I saw myself after that, I feel like I just got hit.
Because my lips was bleeding that time. Not much but enough to make me shocked. fiuhhhhh.... T-T
and there was a wound as well near my noise, just red but clear enough to make everyone asking me 'what happen with your face?'
Dammit! I'm so shy. hahaha...
Now, my lips is big, red and swelling...
my head is hurt cos it's bumped as well..
my knee is swelling too.
What a day! And tomorrow is chinese new year's eve! Hosh!

And my mom said to me this evening...
Mom: "That's why.. don't believe in such thing."
Me: *confused... "What do u mean?"
Mom: "Cutting hair. You said if you cut your hair before chinese new year, you will throw your mischance. But, do you see now? You don't throw it, you get it."
Me: ....  *speechless T-T

I know my mom said that because few days ago I asked her whether we need to cut your hair before chinese new year or not to throw the mischance. And she said 'there is not kind of thing'. But I did cut my hair yesterday. I don't really believe it actually, I cut my hair just because I'm going back to Melbourne as well in few weeks. I'm planning to cut my hair though before I go back...
Yeahhh.. so? huhuhu... Am I wrong? I just pray this is the last time I'm hurt. No more... not tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow, not even after chinese new year. Amin. ^_^
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OMG! What the hell happened?

I read some books lately,
4 books to be exact.
I watched a movie as well,
and all of them...
the topic is about friendship that becomes a relationship.
hahaha...

Is it a trend now?

The movie title is Postgraduate - Alexid Bledel. 

After I read the summary, I guessed the story will about a girl who was struggling looking for job and trying to arrange her life after graduated. Doesn't sound like romance between 2 friends, does it?
And the story was like my expectation in the beginning. I want to watch that because the situation is similar with me.. not really actually, but soon will be. She graduated, want to get a good job in her major and she get a really good interview. But, everything is messed when she doesn't get employed. After trying so hard to find another job, she is clueless and that time the company called her back to ask her to work there. So, she gets in! 
Wait, it's not finished yet! The ending is really really unexpected and unbelieveable.

I don't want to be a spoiler. One thing, it is about friendship and relationship... and life... that sometimes your choice is doesn't make sense but seems so right for you.
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My order just came today... Yayyyy!!!

I ordered 2 pair of shoes few weeks ago in online shop. They can make shoes based on what you want. You can specify the model, the colour, the material, the heels, etc. Actually, Maria, my friend told me about a shop last time when I was still in Melbourne. The shop is called Mooie Shop, they make shoes made by order. But, I don't really trust them because I tried to look for some feedback in their profile and I found nothing. So, I tried to find other stores and I found it.

Here are the shoes I ordered :



Wait! Don't judge the shoes from its pictures. hahahahaha..

When she (the owner of the shop) uploaded those pictures to facebook so I can see it... I said to myself "it's not like my expectation". Because, the gray one, I thought the heel will be higher. I requested for 5cm so I guessed it's high enough but I'm wrong. The black one, I asked her to make it with the comfortable material because I don't have any idea about shoes material. I jut know leather, but that will hurt my foot in that model. And they made it by something similar with suede but thicker. I forgot what it is called. So, I expect it will not look elegant anymore. Moreover, the model is not looked clear in the picture.

But.. when it comes today. They are good. hehehehe... Me likey likey very much!!
The gray one is not that bad, because I'm the one who requested for 5cm heels so I can use it in uni and hang-out. And it looks good in my foot. wakakakak... SO PD!

The black one is good too. After I wear it, and look it through the mirror to make it clear... it's perfect. And she really made it with the comfortable material. It feels so soft and it's not hurt like my other usually new shoes. The heels are perfect too, 8cm. wakakakak... Make me look taller ;p
Feel want to make another shoes with her, but unfortunately I can't. I have to go back to Melbourne so I don't have much time to wait for Pre-Order anymore. huhuhu.. so sad! But, it's lucky.. if not I will spend more money. hahaha...

Oohh... btw, if you want to order shoes with her, you can find her in facebook. Her nick is Zyan Natalie. Also, the price is OK! Not really expensive for shoes category. I'm so happy now! I have shoe to wear for Chinese New Year because I didn't have any shoe to wear before when I went to wedding party :)
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Bulan emas tinggal separuh
Bintang-bintang sangat pemalu
Kau terduduk di sampingku
Aku lantas mencintai bayangmu
Kau menoleh untuk tersenyum
Hatiku berserakan... lebur dan lepuh


There is no such a perfect friendship in this world.
The one that exist is just people who try whenever possible to defend those friendship.

~ taken from Refrain by Winna Efendi ~
Hmmm... It's been a longgggg time since my last post. hehe..

Lagi malas sodara2. Topik yang mau diomongin sih banyak, tapi lagi males nulis and ngrangkai kata2nya aja. hehe.. and maap jg nih post pake bahasa Indo secara lagi males juga pakai bahasa Inggris. Apa gara2 kelamaan di Indo bikin bahasa Inggrisku menurun ya? Kerasa sih, gara2 gak pernah dipakai, beberapa hari yang lalu... mau ngomong sama temen orang Thai harus pake bahasa Inggris kan? Susah bgt jadinya.. pake mikir dulu sebelum ngomong. Gawaatttt... gawattttt!! huhuhu...

Terus, apa yang bikin aku tiba2 nge-blog nih sekarang? hehe..
Nganggur aja, bosen.. gak tahu mau ngapain. Mau bantuin mama di toko, lagi sepi juga and lg gak mood keluar rumah. Mau chat, jg gak tahu sama siapa.. Facebook? Bosen juga.. sepi. Kerjaan juga udah beres. So, here I am.. blogging. And tepatnya, aku baru selesai baca novel.


Yahhh... novel nya sih romance2 gt sih. Udah tahu lah, pasti kalo cowok2 ogah banget bacanya. Tapi secara aku cewek, jd ya suka2 aja and emang hobi baca novel. hehe... Gara2 nih novel, kemarin aku tidur 3.30 AM. Bayangin nggak tadi aku bangun jam berapa? haha.. Alhasil, kena semprot deh sama mama and papa. COMBO! Dibilang nggak sehat lah tidur malem2, bisa bikin muka kelihatan tambah tua, anak cewek kok bangun siang bgt, bla bla bla... Jadi inget someone yang dulu juga sering banget ngomelin aku kalau tidur malem (subuh sih benernya). hihihihi... ;p

Tapi kan tetep bukan murni salahku kemarin tidur jam 3.30. Salah novel nya juga tuh.. gara2 baca itu gak sadar kalau udah subuh, penasaran.. Pokoknya aku baca aja, ceritanya OK juga. hehe.. Standard sih tapi ya lumayan lah.. hehe.. Itu aja nggak langsung selesai kemarin, selesai bacanya barusan aja. Lumayan tebel, 459 lembar. And baru mulai baca jam 00.30 kemarin malem. hoho.. Pantes lah ya sampe 3.30 blm kelar... Mana tulisannya kecil-kecil.

SO... ceritanya itu, kisah kasih dan cinta anatara dua insan yang bersahabat. Halahhh... Pasti udah pada bisa nebak ceritanya bakalan kaya apa, kan.. Ya nggak, ya nggak??!! Pas aku liat summary nya di toko buku jg langsung ketebak kok. Tapi tetep aja aku beli. huahahaha... That's me! Tapi, di sini, cerita awalnya agak beda sama cerita2 novel biasanya yang topiknya tentang 'best friend becomes boyfriend'. Tokoh utama di Pillow Talk ini bilang 'Never ever having a relationship with your best friend', walaupun akhirnya jadi juga sm tmnnya itu.. tp pertama2 bener kukuh banget and teguh bgt sm prinsipnya itu sampe berantem and sengsara banget. Gara2nya juga dia pernah punya bad experience sama mantan sebelumnya which is her best friend juga dan akhir2nya udah gak jadi pacar, ancurlah persahabatan mereka gara2 itu.

Nah lhooo??!!! Padahal, selama ini kan biasanya orang2 pada bilang enak ya kalau punya pacar temen sendiri, kan udah kenal luar dalem bla bla bla..
*tuing tuing... Bingung kan? Mana yang bener..
Liat aja tuh lagunya Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat yang judulnya Lucky. hahaha... Liriknya? ini nih yang ketara banget... ;p

'Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again'

What do you think? Kalau menurutku, kayaknya sebuah hubungan gak usah dilihat dari siapa dan apa juga kalau emang gak cocok, gak diperjuangin ya gak mungkin tahan lama. Dan juga, walaupun sebelumnya sahabat tapi kalau emang cocok, dijalanin baik2, diperjuangkan and dipertahanin ya awet2 aja kok... Emang sih, kalau buat aku lho.. setelah hidup 20th, ceileh... haha.. dan ngalamin beberapa kejadian. Aku emang prefer not having a relationship with my best friend. Kalau bisa suka aja jangan sampai deh. haha.. Kacaw! wakakaka... (pengalaman pribadi nih ;p)
Like Christian also said in his novel, 'setiap hati punya rahasia'.
Tapi, ngliat temen2ku yang lain, ada kok yang jadian sama best friend mereka and they are so much fine. Yah.. itu semua tergantung dari pribadi tiap2 orang kok :)

Btw, ada beberapa percakapan di Pillow Talk yang aku suka :

Pertama:
      ...
      "Tapi siapa lagi yang bakal usil ngingetin soal dia kalo bukan gue? You love him, Damn it. Admit it!"
      Emi membanting meja. "Kalo iya, kenapa? Toh, gue tetep nggak akan mengubah pendirian soal pacaran sama sahabat sendiri. Persahabatan gue sama Jo bakal ancur dan gue nggak mau itu sampai terjadi."
      Ajeng menatapnya dengan pandangan anaeh. "Lo denger nggak sih omongan lo sendiri barusan?"
      "Apa?"
      "Lo nggak mau persahabatan lo sama Jo ancur?! Bukannya itu yang terjadi sekarang?"
      "..."

Kedua:
      ...
      "Ada hubungan yang langgeng, ada juga yang gagal. Tapi, ada juga hubungan yang harusnya berjalan langgeng malah berakhir kegagalan karena satu ato kedua pihak sama menginginkan itu terjadi - got what I mean? Lo dan Jo HARUS sama-sama berjuang menjaga baik-baik hubungan yang kalian bin, jangan melulu mikir yang jelek-jelek ah."


Hmmmm.... Not bad, rite? Emang rada2 tipe roman picisan, tapi bukannya cewek2 suka yg tipe2 begitu? wakakak.. and btw, novel ini yg ngarang kan cowok.
He should understand woman so well. I guess... ;p

Jadi, what's your opinion? Apa bisa sih best boy friend becomes boyfriend or best girl friend becomes girlfriend?
My new year's resolution (hohohoho...) :

  1. Diet! haha.. back to normal weight which is 5kg more. fiuhh..
  2. Completely move on! Forget the past ^^
  3. Be better in school. My aim is getting at least 1 HD this semester and no more C so I can graduate with distinction =)
  4. Find a part time job
  5. Take ielts test and pass it with good mark then apply for PR and (maybe) take master as well.
  6. Get a boyfriend and have a serious relationship :p
  7. Go to Europe ( I wish this time will happen). hihihi...
Wish me luck !! ^.^