My right eye is twitching the whole day.

How many times I see this video, I am still laughing.
His expression is priceless!

It is booked!
I am going to cut my hair tomorrow *finger crossed
I did only cut my hair once in Melbourne (Seri) before app. 3 years ago.
I usually cut my hair in Indo as I don't really trust them here besides it is so expensive having hair-cut in Melbourne.

But, finally, I will give a try tomorrow After almost 1 year haven't cut my hair.
I also want to make it shorter so I can keep it for longer time while saving money as well.
Even cutting your hair is for fashion and appearance purposes, I still feel hmmm... (eman-eman) spending a lot of money for haircut.

Don't ask first where am I going to have a haircut tomorrow or how much is it.
I am not sure how much it's gonna be so let see.
Anw, I booked it at 3pm. Oh, forgot to say, I am taking my day in lieu tomorrow so I won't be in the office.
So excited! I am so gonna enjoy my day-off!

It was so much fun and tiring but it was all worth.

Japan condition after earthquake and tsunami is getting worse.
Plus, the nuclear and snow issues make this country suffers more.

Let's pray for Japan!

How to make your life more cheerful?

I think I need some advices, urgently!

Today is labor day, a public holiday in Melbourne and guess where I am now?!

I am not in a good mood now. REALLY!

I supposed to meet with 2 of my friends for brunch this afternoon at 12pm in city.
However, as usual, they couldn't wake up on time and the meeting is postponed to 2pm (which I am still not sure it will be exactly at 2pm or not).

Well, one of them, I have known her for several years already and I truly understand that she is not an on-time person. She is always late every time I have appointment with her and recently, I don't bother about it anymore. I am the one who always give way to her to arrange the schedule because I know that even I am the one who plan everything, it will be messed up in the end cos she is late.

So, I always ask her to decide what time we will meet (still, she will be late).
Today, I plan to meet her and another friend which I just go out with her lately and I still don't know her personality well enough. Today, it turns out that she is not an on-time person too.

The thing is yesterday I asked them to pick the time to meet as I know they will be late.
They said 12pm in city is OK and fine with them.
I tried to convince them again if they are able to wake up or not and they said yes 100% fine.
OKAY THEN!
I didn't even set my alarm today and I woke up at 10.20am yet didn't hear any news from them.
So, at 11am I text one of them, told her to tell me if she is otw to city already.
Guess what she replied me? "Cia, I just woke up, can we make it 2pm?"

FINE!

I called my other friend who I have known for a long time and no answer. GREAT!
I bbm her saying that it will be postponed to 2pm, still no reply until now.
I guess she hasn't awake yet until now.

Actually, I don't mind to make it at 2pm.
But, it's not only them who have life. Okay, it means I do mind.
I have life, I have my own plan, I have my other businesses.
If I plan my schedules already for a day and one of them is postponed because of stupid reason, I need to postpone and re-schedule all of them.
And just now, suddenly, another friend asked me whether I am going to help his house-mate to move house this evening or not. And I realized that his house-mate is actually asked me to help him few days ago.
I still have church and his schedule to move out is at 4.30 pm.

PERFECT!

My original schedule for today is:
12.00: meet them - brunch
13.30: church
14.30: go to Thai fest in Fed Square - cafe or just hang around city
16.30: go home and help my friend moving house

Now? RUINED!
For God's sake, can't they be on time just once?!

Ohhhh.... I met I met ... again!
hahahahaha.... After (what I thought) a sad fact few days ago.

Ah, made my Friday! lol!

Now, I wish if only I know your name.

As I can't have more entertainment for myself and because I love reading, I always bring novels from Indo.
Well, I understand that I need to read in English books as well.
I did... some times... hehehe...

So, I am going to get these books below from Indo. I do even look for each book's review in order to decide to buy it or not.

Mom: "Your father is turning 60 this year. Just realized he is old already"
Me: "Hmmm... I know" *yeahh... so fast, in my mind, he is still like 50
Mom: silence for a second
Mom: "When are you going married?"
Me: *cough cough cough "Whattttt Mom?!"
Mom: "Hahahaha.... just asking."
Me: "What?! How can I think to be married if I am not even in a relationship at the moment? And who always said to me not to get a boyfriend first before?"
Mom: "Well, I am just saying cos the topic is related to your father's age."
Me: "And I am still 21, mom..."
Mom: "Okay2... hahahaha.... I am just joking."
Me: *saying to myself - yeah yeah, a joke that almost made faint

I guess my mom wants me to get a boyfriend and having a serious relationship now. LOL!
Well, I want too as well if only it is that easy.

"Marcia, is that you? You looked different today..."

That was the first sentence that some of my colleagues said to me this morning.
Not "Hey Marcia, good morning" not "How are you today?"

Well, if you heard something like that, you will be embarrassed or happy cos it usually means good.
But, today, in my case, I don't think it means a compliment.
In fact, I think it means 'you didn't look appealing' but they said it in proper and polite way. *sighhh
That was what people in my department (only!) said to me.
The thing is I went to the kitchen after that to make some breakfast, then I met this guy in the kitchen.
He was from other department and I wasn't even too close with him.
And guess what he said to me.
Okay, he still said how are you bla bla bla, but after that he said...
"Is that you Marcia? You looked... different."

Damn! First thing that I did after I finished making breakfast and stopped having conversation with him was running to the toilet and looked at myself.

Am I really that horrible?
And I realized that I am that horrible today.
I didn't have enough sleep in the past 2 days.
I just finished my period yesterday which made me not fit enough.
And I had this dinner with a friend yesterday so the plan that I would be at home earlier and stayed relax was cancelled.
Even I got home not really late, I couldn't sleep until 12 and ended up woke up late this morning so sleepy.
So, I didn't have a chance to wash my hair and it was really really truly a bad hair day!
Therefore, I decided to tie my hair so it won't be too obvious if I hadn't washed my hair.

But, I guess I was wrong.
It turned out the other way around.
It made my hair worse as it was limp and really messy.
And you know what? I didn't put any make up as well today (well, I usually only use powder and eye-liner which now I realize it brings a lot of differences to your appearance).
Then, I met my friend on lunch. Note: unplanned!
When I waited for her, she passed me by until I called her name and she looked at me for one second from the top of my hair down to my toe and... "Cia, what happen with you?" *with shocked face

Damn... again!
The worst part was why when I didn't put any make up and didn't care how I looked like, I met these guys in my office's food court which I could say that they are not bad, with the neat and perfect suits/shirts, pants, ties and good-looking face.

PERFECT!
Just remind myself from now on to wash my hair and (at least) to look OK every time I step out of my apartment.

Sometimes, after I watched Grey's Anatomy...
I wanna be a surgeon.

One day, after I read a novel...
I wanna be a writer.

Previously, after I looked at Sydney Opera House...
I wanna be an architect.

At times, when I saw a really nice picture with gorgeous couple and beautiful dress in it...
I wanna be a wedding organizer.

Once in a while, when I ate in crowded restaurants/cafe and had delicious food and coffee...
I wanna open a cafe.

Ohh... I am so naive! LOL!

What will I do in the next few years?
What and where will I be in the next 5 years if I do this or that?
What should I do to earn more money?
If I want to open my own business, what should I open?
Will I end up go back for good to my country?
What should I do to my parents in the future?
How am I supposed to take care of my parents if I don't have enough money?


My cousin who is working in Singapore at the moment thinking to go back to my country and starting her own business as well as helping family business.
That news makes my day even worst.
I am starting to think every possibility between here or in my country.

Ohh, how I miss univ-life!
Should I take master? But, I want to earn money too!
Ah, HUMAN!

My manager is going to Indo tomorrow and she said she may go somewhere else such as Hong Kong and Singapore with her mom to shop. How nice is that?