I was so happy with those words

I was hoping that it was all true

I was hoping that he would still at least stay longer

I thought that everything will be changed a bit.

But, I know that I am being stupid

I knew everything

I knew what kind of person he is

I knew all of the bad sides of him

and I knew that he will forget his words after he said it 'that night'

and I knew that he was little bit drunk too that time

So I completely know that he said it because he was unconscious

I was fully aware that he would forget his words in the next morning

and I knew I shouldn't be touched and hope for something because of it

and I knew it... I knew those will happen.

But then I still hope that it will last

I still hope that he really means what he said

I still hope that it can happen even if just once

Even I knew if it happens, everything will be just the same

It won't change me or him

And I know that my feeling won't last long

Because it was broken once by him long time ago

So I guess it's just because of temporary loss.